everybody's changing and i dont feel the same..

i just browsed through some of my friends' blogs..
and, i feel abit ostracized? estranged? separated?
seems like im very out of touch with them..
'cus i don seem to know what they're talking about..

*cream:
maybe it's just her way of expression. abstract.
it seems like she's always there when i needed a ear.
but somehow i dont seem to hear her pouring her woes to me.
everytime i read her blog, i know there's sth bothering her thou.


*jessica:
oh man~ she's in aus.
but recently been chatting away on msn.
haha. u see me on msn cos of her lah.
absence does make the heart grow fonder.

*diana:
i didn't even know her blog still exist.
but in another url. found thru may's blog.
sometimes i see her when taking 169 to de mrt.
always a chance encounter.
but always a good way of catching up!


*siewmay:
she's always there too when i needed help.
but i guess somehow the connection's not there anymore.
we do still talk and share.
but not as indepth as before i guess.

*yihuey:
also in aus.
she does email me once in awhile.
and it's really nice to hear from her.
at least i know she's doing fine there.

*queenie:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss hanging out in town with her after school.
and hear her evil laughs,
and stories of how she bullies her boyfriend.

*joan:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss her excited face. haha.
i rmb how we used to sit down n have heart to heart talks.

*lynn(ie):
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i miss our after-sch-toilet-trips. ha.
i rmb we used to hang out very often too before u found a job.

*jasmine:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i always feel very inspired by her.
i miss our shopping trips and gossiping sessions too.

the more i write..
the more i miss yall..

is it just me?
i think i put too much time for my boyfriend liao...
u think so?