numb

everything's been so haywirely awfully B A D lately. feeling so suffocated and insecured abt certain things. all i do is keep questioning myself. feel so so numb now. i hope someone gimme an anaesthetic (though im so afraid of needles) and put me to temporary sleep mode.

whoever said it's gonna be easy, right?

im supposed to be able to share these with someone.. someone i feel so distant abt now.. this is when a blog comes in so handy..

somebody gimme a hug.. :'(