busy week

arh~
*dump myself on the bed*
finally finished the week-long lessons.
how will i become if i teach like that every week!? O.0

and today's weather is soo BAD.
rain like nobody's business in the early morning.
sky in pewter grey and man was the rain heavy!
wad's worse is that it happened when i was travelling to my centre lor.

after my classes, it's $#%^&* HOT WEATHER.
ewh~
i almost fainted of heat stroke & dehydration can.

when i got home, i had to wrap all the children's day gifts.....





*empty wallet*
all my salary.........
and, im not cheapo teacher ok..
LOACKER's can...

im so beat after all de wrapping.
i feel the aches -- shoulder, butt, back..
luckily my sis helped me sort out the gifts..
and my bf actually came over to help me wrap de gifts..

poor him..

and sometimes when u get too tired,
u do really retarded things like.....

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a very unsuccessful attempt..


YAWN~
i just wana snore my night away now!

everybody's changing and i dont feel the same..

i just browsed through some of my friends' blogs..
and, i feel abit ostracized? estranged? separated?
seems like im very out of touch with them..
'cus i don seem to know what they're talking about..

*cream:
maybe it's just her way of expression. abstract.
it seems like she's always there when i needed a ear.
but somehow i dont seem to hear her pouring her woes to me.
everytime i read her blog, i know there's sth bothering her thou.


*jessica:
oh man~ she's in aus.
but recently been chatting away on msn.
haha. u see me on msn cos of her lah.
absence does make the heart grow fonder.

*diana:
i didn't even know her blog still exist.
but in another url. found thru may's blog.
sometimes i see her when taking 169 to de mrt.
always a chance encounter.
but always a good way of catching up!


*siewmay:
she's always there too when i needed help.
but i guess somehow the connection's not there anymore.
we do still talk and share.
but not as indepth as before i guess.

*yihuey:
also in aus.
she does email me once in awhile.
and it's really nice to hear from her.
at least i know she's doing fine there.

*queenie:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss hanging out in town with her after school.
and hear her evil laughs,
and stories of how she bullies her boyfriend.

*joan:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss her excited face. haha.
i rmb how we used to sit down n have heart to heart talks.

*lynn(ie):
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i miss our after-sch-toilet-trips. ha.
i rmb we used to hang out very often too before u found a job.

*jasmine:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i always feel very inspired by her.
i miss our shopping trips and gossiping sessions too.

the more i write..
the more i miss yall..

is it just me?
i think i put too much time for my boyfriend liao...
u think so?

something personal..

how's everyone?

im feeling quite terrible for the past 2 days..
something happened on my first year anniversary..
and, im not over it yet.
except that.. i feel less angry..

did some retail therapy with my sis ytd..
spending money does help u feel better somehow..
also attended yamaha's concert.. go teach my individual lesson..
and yes all these.. i was occupied with..
kept me busy for awhile the entire sat..

today?
i donno wad i was doing..
until late afternoon.. i decided to practise..
quite long.. on both the piano & organ..

feel so zombie..

anniversary..
not supposed to feel blissful & happy meh..
i did put in my utmost effort..
fruit tarts + picture bk what-nots..

anniversary..
would it be our first and last?
i seriously dont know.