take a breather

Colorgenics

2008-09-08T13:50:00.002+08:00

i was reading jessica's lj. and clicked on a weblink - goldinuniverse.com
it was quite an effortless test (u don even have to think).
all u have to do is pick the colours which u feel most in harmony with.
then they'll generate a result like mine below.

conclusion:
i couldnt agree more with it.

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Name: Sihui
Date: 9/8/2008
Colorgenics Number: 14532607

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Aftermath

2008-09-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

hello~~
(i doubt anyone comes in here anymore)

it's high time i do some update or so i thought.
look out for my online shop soon!
construction in progress.

if u miss me, EMAIL me :)

happy chinese new year

2008-02-13T13:28:00.004+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai!
hope all of u had fun!

for me...
this year's different from the past new years.
me n my sis brought our man home for a reunion steamboat with our family..
haha.

and we also went to the movies together with our relatives for 2 consecutive days. never done that before. so feels kinda special this year. but then the chinese movies cannot make it. sad. (talking abt CJ7 & Kungfu Dunk) ratings: ** and a half *

well, may this year be greater than the last despite the fan tai sui! (urgh)
Happy New Year!

ON VACATION

2007-12-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

hello~
*echoes*
(aye.. my much deserted blog..)

anyway i'll be away from 17-26th dec.
will be in.. ~~HongKong~~ ~~Korea~~
well, it's shanghai hehe.
and i have to pack like now..!
hopefully i can tahan de.. what... 6°?!

alright.
u take care babes.
see yall when im back!

OH. MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!

12.41am

2007-11-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

im feeling a lil lonely :((
or is it the song?

i miss cream alrdy.
i actually missed her flight on sat!
damn. slept too late. arrgh.

darling girl joan called just now.
its as if God arranged for that conversation.
i will cherish my boyfriend, my r'ship :)
joan may be young. but she speaks like an adult.

im going overseas mid dec.
while my man's doing his reservist.
spending xmas overseas.

don miss me people ;-)

fab weekend

2007-10-29T12:19:00.000+08:00

saturday = girls' day out (part i)

fareastplaza;depression.cottoncandy.fullhouse.wisma;topshop.f21.wheelock;borders.

"haha.. halloween costume party at fep's kewl..
& b.f.f shopping saves $..!
peanut+choc; sweet french toast are loves :))"

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saturday = girls' day out (part ii)

taka;pull&bear.cktangs;clinique.benefit.heeren;fleshimp.starbucks

"instant cameras are loves!
took photos with pooh frames (above) with jo's new cam!
OH & benefit products are ultra loves!! :D"

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2007-10-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

boo.
my lappie's down.
:(

yay.
tmr going town.
:)

concert with my students

2007-10-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

i have the photos;
i have the DVD on de concert!
:))

thanks to all the very nice parents!

Ginseng

2007-10-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

im drinking american ginseng tea now..
and i must say it's very nice!
first time feeling so u know..

all thanks to my student..
her mom gave me a box of it + a box of ginsengs!
i was so shocked man.
maybe i look very shag that's why she gave it to me ba..
haha~

anyway one of my class is having their test nxt wk.
hope they kao hao hao!

and my younger classes just finished their 1st book!
last week was their concert day and i hoped all of u were there to witness their achievements with me. it was really heartening to see all the little ones playing so well! talking about the satisfaction of being a teacher :))

i've 2 new classes.. so my sunday mornings are choped..
but feel free to ask me out after 12pm for lunch! heheh..

i miss all of you...

busy week

2007-09-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

arh~
*dump myself on the bed*
finally finished the week-long lessons.
how will i become if i teach like that every week!? O.0

and today's weather is soo BAD.
rain like nobody's business in the early morning.
sky in pewter grey and man was the rain heavy!
wad's worse is that it happened when i was travelling to my centre lor.

after my classes, it's $#%^&* HOT WEATHER.
ewh~
i almost fainted of heat stroke & dehydration can.

when i got home, i had to wrap all the children's day gifts.....

*empty wallet*
all my salary.........
and, im not cheapo teacher ok..
LOACKER's can...

im so beat after all de wrapping.
i feel the aches -- shoulder, butt, back..
luckily my sis helped me sort out the gifts..
and my bf actually came over to help me wrap de gifts..

poor him..

and sometimes when u get too tired,
u do really retarded things like.....

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a very unsuccessful attempt..

YAWN~
i just wana snore my night away now!

everybody's changing and i dont feel the same..

2007-09-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

i just browsed through some of my friends' blogs..
and, i feel abit ostracized? estranged? separated?
seems like im very out of touch with them..
'cus i don seem to know what they're talking about..

*cream:
maybe it's just her way of expression. abstract.
it seems like she's always there when i needed a ear.
but somehow i dont seem to hear her pouring her woes to me.
everytime i read her blog, i know there's sth bothering her thou.

*jessica:
oh man~ she's in aus.
but recently been chatting away on msn.
haha. u see me on msn cos of her lah.
absence does make the heart grow fonder.

*diana:
i didn't even know her blog still exist.
but in another url. found thru may's blog.
sometimes i see her when taking 169 to de mrt.
always a chance encounter.
but always a good way of catching up!

*siewmay:
she's always there too when i needed help.
but i guess somehow the connection's not there anymore.
we do still talk and share.
but not as indepth as before i guess.

*yihuey:
also in aus.
she does email me once in awhile.
and it's really nice to hear from her.
at least i know she's doing fine there.

*queenie:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss hanging out in town with her after school.
and hear her evil laughs,
and stories of how she bullies her boyfriend.

*joan:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
oh i miss her excited face. haha.
i rmb how we used to sit down n have heart to heart talks.

*lynn(ie):
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i miss our after-sch-toilet-trips. ha.
i rmb we used to hang out very often too before u found a job.

*jasmine:
lost some touch after leaving MMI.
i always feel very inspired by her.
i miss our shopping trips and gossiping sessions too.

the more i write..
the more i miss yall..

is it just me?
i think i put too much time for my boyfriend liao...
u think so?

something personal..

2007-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

how's everyone?

im feeling quite terrible for the past 2 days..
something happened on my first year anniversary..
and, im not over it yet.
except that.. i feel less angry..

did some retail therapy with my sis ytd..
spending money does help u feel better somehow..
also attended yamaha's concert.. go teach my individual lesson..
and yes all these.. i was occupied with..
kept me busy for awhile the entire sat..

today?
i donno wad i was doing..
until late afternoon.. i decided to practise..
quite long.. on both the piano & organ..

feel so zombie..

anniversary..
not supposed to feel blissful & happy meh..
i did put in my utmost effort..
fruit tarts + picture bk what-nots..

anniversary..
would it be our first and last?
i seriously dont know.

this machine is temporarily out of order

2007-08-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

hello folks.
miss me?
heh.

been missing in action for the past 1 month..
due to my attachment at the childcare.
clocked in my 200hrs + extras.

and thank god the earth revolves..
it's finally *OVER! last week!

*well almost la..
still need to type & submit my folder.
ARGH. neverending.

this week's been not too great..
not that sleeping later than usual;
& not working 8-5 doesnt help..
but my body's dysfunctioning somehow..
pms+crampy stomach+feeling vomitty+loss of appetite..
does sound like im pregnant minus pms.
HAHA~

i thought i wuld get fatter cos been eating REALLY well
at the childcare centre. fixed 12pm lunch everyday ok.
and outside the childcare centre -- fixed 6pm dinner.
cos evening gotta cheong for music classes.

alas, loss of appetite now.
sigh.
plus my boyboy also having fever.

amidst bad physique..
good news is..
more music classes lined up for me.
YAY.

& the best news of all..
MY LIFE IS BACK.
ask me out when im better!

ciao.

Hiatus

2007-07-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

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im so ------

2007-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

give me the strength courage and wisdom
to successfully go through and;
to overcome whatever will be happening this month.

im so tired.

birthday

2007-06-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

*June 10th
HIS birthday :)

***

supposed to wake up much earlier than usual--
but TEH! didnt.
such an OINK. hah.

though didnt managed to go scream-a-morn-call
outside his hse to disrupt his handsome sleep..

i did surprise him with presents--
*an uber cool leather-canvas incorporated sling bag &;
*a xiaogui-inspired lock & key necklace &;
(aunty thought i wanted to lock him up waha!)
*3/4 sleeve shirt he saw while shopping

:) everything he wanted--
so proud of MEself. heh.

anw his doggy was so scary.
JUMPED ONTO ME~!
boy was his claws SHARPPP
luckily dint destroy my pretty outfit *wink wink*
maybe i was such a babe that day
even de doggy couldnt resist to giva hug!
LALALA~

so i brought him to a restaurant in town
& had buffet
he liked de fried rice & fried-coconut-dono-wad
phew~
i tell u--
he's very particular abt how food tastes.
owns a high-class taste bud. hah.
that's why i dont cook sth for him.
later kena insulted spoil my mood how.

anw the HIGHLIGHT of de day--
(i shall cut out the in btwns..heh..)

brought him to TCC at clarke quay
his surprise?
his bestest friends in sch.
all sat there awaiting his arrival.

why this?
HE VALUES HIS FRIENDS MORE THAN ME U KNOW.
haha.
nah, not jealous.
he was so happy he hugged his friend.
they did a lot of catching up.
thankfully most of them turned up :)

& guess how much poor sihui spent?
$***.**
Ha.

nostalgic delight

2007-06-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

its been EEYORE years
since..

i last played the Clarinet
i last played in the Northland Music Room
i last played Big Fun in the Sun

and since..

i last hang out with Cream & Shiling
i last shopped at Far East
i last visited Joseph at Levis

no wonder now vintage's so hip.
u just can't get enough of it.

humpty dumpty

2007-05-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

humpty dumpty sat on a bike,
humpty dumpty had a great slide.
all de great's lao niangs,
and all de great's friends,
clean humpty dumpty's wound,
and rode her safely back.

HUMPTY DUMPTY's back from the chalet.
so much for nursery rhymes.
it's so relevant to my life.
HA.

sunken heart

2007-05-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

baa~
i feel so drained.
and,
...empty
and,
...sad?
*shrugs*
i miss you.
do you?

will be gone from 13th-15th may.
slow me down.
im tired.
heal.

2007-05-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

aiyo~

i can discard this blog liao.

haha.

tell u secret.

im addicted to online shopping.

to de core.

HELP~~

2007-03-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

i wanna learn how to not bother so much...

maybe i'll feel less lonely this way....

or maybe it's just the wrong song tonight.....

Madness

2007-03-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

i've again deserted my blog. but that's cos im super busy. its madness this year. got so many places to run. i really need a holiday. boohoo. fancy saying that at the "beginning" of the year.

im so not looking forward to the coming week. especially Tuesday. i've setup for the presentation to do in school + endless typing for report; ABRSM PIANO EXAMS after school (argh) nerve-wrecking; & lastly my first ever trial lesson conducted by ME in de evening and there're 2 classes. wish me luck. :(

i miss all my girlfriends. :'( meet up with you girls soon alrighty.

Shouldn't we, you & me...

2007-01-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...

farewell 2006.. hello 2007!

2007-01-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

a big THANK U to all for de birthday wishes. im finally 19~ *throws confetti*

but please dont ever think of being the last to wish this year can..
HAIYO.
everybody WANTS to be the last. WHY?!

anyways i must say im very touched for friends who've rmbered.
like Junwen. he smsed me from PHUKET. but one day earlier. HA.

and Jolene for the huge box of gifts from HK :D

and Meiqi for the FleshImp tee & de bling-bling ear studs. had a great time hanging out.

..and being prisoners of esprit.. heheh..

and Reb for forgetting to bring my present! ROAR.

but it was a spastically-retarded day for us. we went to de neoprint store to take photos using their backgorund & lighting..

..but using OUR HP~ (-.-)'''

and Joel for organising the kbox gathering.. it was a mix of emotions..

we were FIRST shocked & equally confused whose bday we're celebrating hence whose cake..

but later we were told it's for the 3 of us. but numerically, it's not so right.
im 19. siewmay & weekiat are turning 20.
but we were each given one big candle. that makes 30.

We SHARED nevertheless.. haha..

We ended up feeling touched and equally confused at the same time, again.

But anyways, it was a helluva fun. :D

and met up long lost ppl like Eric and did some catching up.

(more presents received.. heheh..)

not forgetting..
Jessica for the early wishes & well, gifts from HK.. :)

and Lynn for the cute gifts! :D

& all who've wished me. (& forgot) :P

sorrows endure in the night

2006-12-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

im beginning to get so pissed off with ma'self..

i can control my emotions no more..

and i couldn't care less..

for now.

what's wrong with me?

this dec really.. su*ks..

inactive blogger

2006-12-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

blogger status: very inactive

been really busy with work at childcare & school exams (-.-)zz

..and angrifying some very free frog HAHA.

talking abt frogs..

yesterday nite got one very lost "frog" CROAKING in de drainage behind my hse..

in de middle of nite~~

& tt frog friend of mine happen to be doing de same thing yesterday nite..

but in a more refined way..

using sms.

i assume they have de SAME genes.

equally noisy.

enter de frog's blog at ur own risk HERE

*psst de brown polkadot frog

don't you whine

2006-11-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

my feet are so numb. walked de whole day in town with jolene. lucky her. found a job at hsbc. IN A BANK. "money money money.." ($_$) wads more she's leaving for hongkong again tmr. HOW LUCKY IS THAT!? *sihui waves and screams: get me something again yea~* heheh.

heys if u gals are going somewhere on a holiday. don come back empty handed like CREAM orite! :P

hmpf. i so wanna go on a holiday~ :(

oH i saw something truly angelic today..

zoom in..

zoom zoom..

this is for a gd cause! buy an angel for SIHUI at $30. all collections donated to the MILKYWAY. i think its an association for needy kids. go see see at wisma level 1.

*pls use the escalator to get to the outside of orchard mrt and enter by wisma main entrance. alot of ppl still donno de basement kena blocked for renovation. haiyo~

new skin - Goong

2006-11-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

wee~

i love Goong.

i love Kim Jeong Hoon even more.

lol.

numb

2006-11-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

everything's been so haywirely awfully B A D lately. feeling so suffocated and insecured abt certain things. all i do is keep questioning myself. feel so so numb now. i hope someone gimme an anaesthetic (though im so afraid of needles) and put me to temporary sleep mode.

whoever said it's gonna be easy, right?

im supposed to be able to share these with someone.. someone i feel so distant abt now.. this is when a blog comes in so handy..

somebody gimme a hug.. :'(

bcos absence makes the heart grow fonder..

2006-10-08T18:22:00.000+08:00

bcos absence makes the heart grow fonder..

doesnt means that distance will too..

bcos distance makes the heart grow fonder..

for other people..

heheh..

***

i admire Joan. she's a classmate of mine at mmi. she's a girl who's full of energy, bubbly.. extremely, in fact.. and her faith & love for God leave me in awe. what i admire her is actually her conviction in her religion.

my clique always have makan gatherings during break and after school. Relationship is our hot topic; work being the 2nd. Ha.

once, she shared about the prob she faced in her relationship. amidst the complications, she persuaded her bf to pray together with her and after that they felt better. the coolest thing i heard is.. bcos they did not priortize God as their first, God reminded His presence through putting both of them to this "test". i rmbered she said, if a couple break up, it's the both of them who have decided to let go of God's hands even if they are meant to be together.

and even if u don't know that ur bf cheats on you, God knows. cool right. so dont be so hard on urself trying to figure whether ur bf's cheating on u.. let him be.. bcos God's looking. heheh.

i envy christian couples or rather, couples who believe in God. it's just like having a vegetarian bf.. both have the same faith in the same thing and works towards fulfilling it.. how cool is that..

***

back with an open heart

2006-10-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Children's Day.

on hiatus

2006-08-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

blog's rotting.

fungi's growing.

why aint i writing.

cos life's tiring.

somewhere only we know

2006-07-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

i so wanna watch the lake house! de trailer's so beautiful if u've seen it. its a story abt 2 ppl (starring keanu reaves & sandra bullock) living in 2 different years at de same time. how they knew each is via de lake house. & they actually fell in love with each other thru writing letters n putting it in de mailbox outside de house. "how do u hold on to someone you've never met?" awh~ must watch of the month lah!

i haven watched it thou. ha. supposed to be today.. hai. nvm.

im like super slack today. did nothing worth remembering. i simply waste my day on de net. hai. i haven even finish my assignment. great. its more like i dont care.

anyways school's fun cos i just finished my music & movement module. its taxing cos dis lecturer taking our module is de very hands-on kinda person. & we actually did a chinese fan dance. gosh i DANCED. its fun lah. ha.

the fan dance dance crew

Fantabulous 5

you char kway.degreat.lynnie.jasmine.joan

oh & I MISS a couple of people...

Shiling +> hope everything's back to normal thou it'll nv be de same as it used to be. be happy. im oways here for you.

Creamy +> jiayou no matter how 'donuts' sch life seems. glad ur mates took over my "position" but u know i can never be replaced.. don't you? muahaha~

Siewmay +> i believe dat u can befriend wonderful ppl in ur uni. don't worry!

Jessica +> cheer up gal! don't like stoopit ppl affect ur mood. ;)

Diana +> be very very xin-fu despite de distance yeah. meet up often!

Rebbie +> take gd care of ur things can. keep buying things to replace spoilt
ones. tsk tsk. so chor lor *shakes head* must miss me hor! cry more.

& more messages..

Weixiang +> rmb to give urself a break! smile more, think less! make de most of ur present!

Weekiat +> hope to see u more after NDP ok!

Eric kor +> i nv forget u k. yuan wang ah lol. meet up soon so can catch up a lil ya!

& may god bless all of yall & ppl who i've not mentioned..

u know i love u too. hehe.

a tribute to reb

2006-07-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

*dedicated to reb - ur fave song

a tribute to my [idiotic] twin

mascots of me & rebbie. hehe. dis twinnie of mine is de absolute opposite of me. sunny funky bikini girl. but yet we're so EEErie-ly close.

the 10 similarities abt de twinnie
~ capricorns (we're a year + a wk apart)
~ teachers-to-be
~ we eat verrry little
~ best (window) shopping partners
~ heeren's our fave shopping hunt
~ we are always late for classes
~ love 'hello panda'
~ crazy abt MILO PENG (Superband)
~ clip-on-holics (we dont have pierced ears but we love ear rings!)
~ shady ladies (we love SHADES!)

definitely gonna miss her presence. (today's her last day at MMI) *sigh* nobody to scold me "IDIOT" anymore.

AARRCHOOO~!

she must be scolding "IDIOT LEH YOU" by now~ vicious aint she?

naive and dumb headed

2006-07-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

huidenaive+dumb.headed

i wished u could scold me.
i wished u could be mad at me.
i wished u could vent ur frustrations on me.

i dont have any bad intentions.
i thought it could be good in the long run.
i was too naive and dumb headed.
why did u choose to listen to me?

im sorry.

i shouldn't have left u in a lurch when u offered to send me home.
but i can't stand u not giving me any reasons why u chose to be silent.
what were u unhappy with?
me spending money?
or was it bcos i gave u a wrong advise?

im sorry.

im really sorry.

growing up

2006-07-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

CREAMY, i hope u had a great bday dis year~
thou not as happening & emo as de previous yr. haha.

oh i so wanna advertise for BAKERZIN.
their cakes are so fanta-bulously kewl & yummy.
go get 1 for ur loved ones bday.
outlets at takashimaya B1;
orchard atrium (building nxt to PS);
raffles city near robinsons adidas.

just look at dis..

pls wipe off ur saliva. LOL.

cream is one lucky girl..

to have such a nicey fwen like muah..

slurps~

20 years OLDD.

GEE.

cream: have i grown prettier and brainier now dat im older?

*hui shooks her head*
trust me.
muahaha~

a broke-person's gift is oways a useful gift.

one for cream; one for her future-atm. LOL.

and i so believe in hao ren mei hao bao

oh-bay-som & i lost. so i had to finish de remains of de cake.

BURP~ super filling for a threesome.

and like dats not bad enough for my digestive system.
cream decided to pang-seh us.
*boiling point*
cos her church frens oso wanna celebrate for her. :(
alwight at least her its on a first-come-first-served basis.
haha.

then shiling & i did some window shopping & alot of talking.
de talking kinda affected my perspective on relationships & de world.
just hope dat someone is wise & decisive enough.
heart breakers will be blacklisted.

im so drained.
(-.-)zZ

still havent gone out with jolene, jessica, siewmay etc.
sorrie girls.
will plan with yall again.
SOON.
miss ya all.

More to Life

2006-06-29T12:53:00.000+08:00

"There's gotta be more to life~" Stacie Orrico

i feel so drained. oways reaching home very late this week cos went out to play like nobudy's business. haha. i am ENJOYing life at de moment.

de kbox session with lynn n reb was kewl. i tot reb's voice suit english songs best. budden de english pop mtv like super pirated lah. boo~

i like de shin n energy part cos can act punk rock and do some screaming. haha. i think im too crazy for reb n lynn. haha. therefore i declare siewmay my best screaming partner in kbox. lol.

muahaha~

goofy cuties~

yesterday during class, we had a "project runway" show going on. just that we're more environmentally friendly. we used newspaper. and mediacorp was there too. how kewl is dat?! wahaha. but its not bcos dey were filming de singapore-edition project runway. just that MMI is nominated for de top 5 small and medium enterprises (sth sth) award so they were interviewed and shot by de channel news asia team.

a japanese bohemian halter half skirt half pant.. DRESS?

brought to u by de highly creative team of beauties

2 days only and these are only some of de few highlights.. haha.. how happening can my life be? im very glad to be so preoccupied with so many happy things lately. i hope it doesnt mean de dark period is coming cus i believe dat when u gain some things.. u'll lose some as well. ok why am i so pessimistic.

anyways..

HAPPY BURFDAY CREAMY!
MUACKS~

alright gotta go meet her n shiling laters to celebrate ler. ciao~ :D

1:1

2006-06-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

zhu tou's masterpiece

who can be as stupid as me. wanted to reg at driving centre yesterday. and i forgot to bring ic. GREAT. should've asked wx earlier. darn.

so, went to de movies instead. so half-hearted already. fortunately Just My Luck is a GREAT movie! go watch it, girls!

oh and i sort of miss school u know. definitely looking forward to seeing lynn and reb again on tues. we're heading to KBOX to scream our lungs out! wee~ cant wait la!

today at my little campus

2006-06-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

today is one jumble of plain boredom & wacky fun at de childcare. ha.

at first..

sihuidegreat is feeling de blues.. WORKING BLUES..

then it was buay-tahan..

finally DOM. zZzZz..

after finishing my thang..

degreat was greeted by her FANSIE. hehe.

all climbed over me to take photos with me.. muahaha~

JUST CALL ME SUPERSTAR~!

SAY YOUR JEALOUS. PUHLEASE?

psst! lynn & reb. stop laughing & basketing.
just admit it - my kids are cuter. =P

intruders alert

2006-06-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

urgh. been down with "stomach flu"? "food poisoning"? combination of both i guess. really horrigible la. happened on a not-so-lucky friday 2.30am in my now-haunted toilet.

vomit. diarrhoea. 2 days. 2 DAYS! and only feeling better today. went to de doc. but de medicine have more negative impacts than positive on me. hai.

i cant even see properly. some blackness mobbed my vision. den as if these are not torturing enough.. i was down with fever. arrhhh..

really cant imagine how i lived through that 2 days.

and de worst part is.. i was quarantined.. IN THE LIVING ROOM!

"HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME..?!"

do i make you proud?

2006-06-11T15:42:00.000+08:00

Do I Make You Proud - Taylor Hicks

I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall

My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud?

I guess I've learned
To question is to grow
That you still have faith
Is all I need to know
I've learned to love
Myself in spite of me
And I've learned to walk
The road that I believe

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standin' out
But do I make you proud?

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?

But the only question
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud?

Do I make you proud?

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you
Do I make you proud?

best shopping bachelorettes

2006-06-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

huihui & reb
best shopping bachelorettes

went shopping with reb after sch again. uber fun and full of 'baskets' as usual. lol. having her arnd is really very.. uplifting (esp in this period of downcast) only reb can tolerate my great nonsense. muahaha. DON CHA.

differences

2006-06-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

have u ever..

seen something u like alot..

but realise..

that it doesn't suit u..

afterall?

be it things or people..

differences are inevitable.

now when i think of my close gd friends..

it amazes me..

how we can have so much in common.

but after much tot..

there are differences too..

ha.

***

i donno why it bothers me so much..

when we are convinced that we are different..

very different in fact..

well at least to me..

hai.

i don understand why i miss u so much..

even though ur standing right in front of me.

blogging makes u realise some things sometimes..

ur movie review

2006-05-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

de movie review

poseidon was nerve-wreckingly good - though i expected more for de ending. (4 stars)

over the hedge was super duper hilarious - a gd relief for de stressed outs. (5 stars)

the da vinci code was.. a huge question mark to me.. spare us all de cheem-only-christians/catholics-know-them terms. but then again, how to tell de story w/o mentioning these terms right. its an eye-opener la. a very out of this world movie. so far de most i-think-is-like-this or is-it-like-that movie ive ever seen in my life. how should i put it.. de "SHRUG-GEST" movie of the year. pardon me for my limited descriptive skills. haha.

this movie has become a hot topic among my classmates. so hot that im not even listening to my lectures now. or rather, i can hardly hear de lecturer talk. my classmates, a catholic & another a christian, started explaining to me. made me wanna read dat bk. but dey told me not to buy it cos dey feel its like paying money to de person who despises their God. but den i feel like understanding more. so jessica, nxt time do share wif me yea? haha. if ur allowed to watch de movie.

this thurs is x-men 3. look out for more reviews in time to come. lol.

butterflies in my stomach

2006-05-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

whenever im reminded abt yesterday's incident,
i'll feel butterflies in my stomach.. urgh.

great start

2006-05-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

yays.

1 module completed. *ding ding ding*

and our group presentation was awesome. highest mark. happy~

kudos to jasmine, faezah, lynn and rebecca for being such great ppl to work with! :)

the next chapter

2006-05-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

clarinetist.blogspot.com was born in 05.2003

when i read de archives, i cant help but ridicule at my naive writings.
i can be so drama and exaggerating lor. *shakes head*
then this made me think.. now when i write, do i write funny things also?
maybe when my blog turns 8 then i'll know. haha.

changed to a new add cos im a clarinetist no more ma. not so 贴切 so changed to my fave - de great. (^.^)v

today woke up at 10.30 feels so shuang. cos RARELY got chance to slp till this late. i love LABOUR DAY.

my weekly agenda goes like this..

monday : work at childcare
tuesday : study
wednesday : study
thursday : organ lesson + work at childcare
friday : study
saturday : organ tutoring
sunday : piano lesson

very happening right.

and i think once i study, i'll slim down. everyone's been complaining i become skinnier liao. hai. i got eat regularly one ok.

been in a very tired state these days. donno is bcos become busier liao or bcos go out too much.

most of de time im spending time outdoors.. with ex-colleagues, poly frens, sec sch frens, current frens.. like almost everyday got ppl to meet. although i feel tired, i wont cancel my appointments with them cos they're equally impt to me.

so everytime i reach home, there'll be less or no time for practices and homework. then i'll feel very.. whats dat word? hm.

i reckon this is why i fail in certain things. inadequate attention span for major things.

我真的不够用心，对吧?